i do, and i become a very bitter person.
then i have to stop myself, and start counting my blessings.
i have great family, great friends and people around me,
i have to accept that maybe because they have had done something in their life and deserve such luck, and i should be happy for them....
but why do i still feel so bitter looking at them in such lucky circumstances? is there anything i can do to improve my circumstances so i am able to get what they are getting?