Never Let Me Go

Reading: Kazuo Ishiguro - Never Let Me Go
Listening: Top 25 Most Played Songs on iPhone

I think deadline may just work for me now,
I have been procastinating for too long,
It is confusing my system so much, it is suffering.

I need to
Make a time to stop being attached to what I need to let go.
Make a time to commit to something that I must do.
Make a time to grow up because being myself is not getting me anywhere.
Make a time for someone who loves me a lot.
Make a time to hold back the million ideas racing through my head, and share just 1 vital information.

And finally, all I ask is, if you are my friend, like really my friend, no matter what happens between that changes you or me or no matter how far a distance we are, could you please just never ever let me go?

some people get all the luck

do you ever feel this way?

i do, and i become a very bitter person.

then i have to stop myself, and start counting my blessings.

i have great family, great friends and people around me,

i have to accept that maybe because they have had done something in their life and deserve such luck, and i should be happy for them....

but why do i still feel so bitter looking at them in such lucky circumstances? is there anything i can do to improve my circumstances so i am able to get what they are getting?

Wedding Shoes

yes, this is exactly what i meant

when i said i wanna wear comfy wedding shoes,

i would either wear white sneakers or this one below, can?

reason being? comfort is number 1 key and i cant run in heels,

i love running around to talk my friends during the wedding,

i dont wanna look like a prima donna untouchable barbie doll!!!

:D can or not????