meals and days

i wonder if my days are all about the meals,

with each meal that i have,

its a day lived and day pass,

and i wonder what have i achieved?

have i truly make the effort to live the life,

or am i just going to relax and go with the flow?

the first meal when i arrive was soupy noodle with delicious broth

soup has a really calming effect on me, liquid melt thoughts away,second meal, deer or elk im not sure, but its salty,

it has a jarring effect on me because it has a novel taste,

though we can dip it in the familiar mustard and wasabi + mayoand today's dinner, BBQ lemon salmon with rice,

as i ate my dinner my thoughts were elsewhere,

it could be the sunset and it could be because its end of the day,

i get a little bit emotional than usual, and i felt like im drifting,
i wonder what have i done today to make a difference?

the sunset yesterday just before 10pm,

its quite nice to have longer days, i should do a lot more,

and keep myself occupied so i can get use to being here,
in future for a much longer time, so prep work is needed.