cereal

i want to write something intelligent.
but i really dont have anything intelligent to say.
most of the time i struggle for words, dont be surprise,
when i love something, like this bowl of cereal,
at 9am in the morning while i work, the feeling it brings,
i wish i could describe even if to myself with the exact words
i wonder how do people write things that moves people?
i wonder if that can be learnt in a short period of time?
i wonder if i can see myself improve over time?
can self improvement be measured?
is modelling others the best way to improve?
i find it extremely annoying that some people,
against what they claimed about themselves,
blindly follow (or model) others, like a herd
i shouldn't be judging but it IS annoying
especially people that irks you.
im just being mean at this hour 4am, WAH.