i think i lost my watch....

i won this watch in year 2007, it was a Tissot, some may not like the brand, some may, but that is prbbly the most expensive watch i've ever ever own my entire life! i will not spend anything more than 200 bucks for a watch if i can help it, in fact, i dont even remember spending so much for any watches at all!~

this watch, i lost it once before in my bag, didnt find it till 1 month later... but this time i have a strong feeling its really lost... i think i was so tired i throw it away along with something in my hand, if not that, then maybe i kicked it under my bed while i was lazying in my room... but i checked and sweep everywhere dy......

and by the way, this is a really bad habit, i shudnt be watching ppstream again...i should be checking out schools in canada and options to be with scott, it seems like im so dejected i dont even wanna progress at all i just wanna stay stuck here in this position and do what i do for the next 5 years until i get the motivation....

no motivation, the most kns thing on earth.